I am Parinod.
I am nosy.
I am scared.
I help you all because I'm afraid to help myself.
I am scared of help.
I do not want to seem weak to you.
I fear what you think of me.
I am only a sideline freind to you
I give you alot of help and In return you don't really care much.
I'm sorry but thats what i see.
I love you but you would pick a whale and a backstabber over me any day.
I'm sorry i said that, But i can only take it so much because i am one of the people who cares most for you.
I am in love.
That scares me to trust someone so much to say those 3 words.
I am growing attached to her.
I fear losing her.
I keep up with all the drama and gossip so no one can learn about me.
I don't let anyone in easily.
I fear everything.
I fear the future.
I fear loss.
I want to fix you.
I want you to fix me.
But you can't fix me if i hide the screws needed.
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