Woah, I do love you.
I am smiling when ever we touch.
I want to spend all my time with you.
It's scary knowing I will never bore of you.
I like when you turn and kiss me on the cheek, Smile then turn away.
I love just doing nothing.
I don't need to try to make you happy.
But I do.
I am not forced.
I love you with my own heart.

I am very happy.

Life is simple with you.
Opened my arms to let you in.
Very new feelings of happiness.

You put ice down my shirt.
Our time together need no end.
U are my sunshine.

Now I no longer hear.

I am Parinod.
I am nosy.
I am scared.
I help you all because I'm afraid to help myself.
I am scared of help.
I do not want to seem weak to you.
I fear what you think of me.
I am only a sideline freind to you
I give you alot of help and In return you don't really care much.
I'm sorry but thats what i see.
I love you but you would pick a whale and a backstabber over me any day.
I'm sorry i said that, But i can only take it so much because i am one of the people who cares most for you.

I am in love.
That scares me to trust someone so much to say those 3 words.
I am growing attached to her.
I fear losing her.
I keep up with all the drama and gossip so no one can learn about me.
I don't let anyone in easily.
I fear everything.
I fear the future.
I fear loss.
I want to fix you.
I want you to fix me.
But you can't fix me if i hide the screws needed.

Now I no longer hear.

I am Parinod.
I am nosy.
I am scared.
I help you all because I'm afraid to help myself.
I am scared of help.
I do not want to seem weak to you.
I fear what you think of me.
I am only a sideline freind to you
I give you alot of help and In return you don't really care much.
I'm sorry but thats what i see.
I love you but you would pick a whale and a backstabber over me any day.
I'm sorry i said that, But i can only take it so much because i am one of the people who cares most for you.

I am in love.
That scares me to trust someone so much to say those 3 words.
I am growing attached to her.
I fear losing her.
I keep up with all the drama and gossip so no one can learn about me.
I don't let anyone in easily.
I fear everything.
I fear the future.
I fear loss.
I want to fix you.
I want you to fix me.
But you can't fix me if i hide the screws needed.

Wanna know how I got these scars?

I want to write about people i care for. WIthout names ^___^

Well, there is this one girl ya see? And I can't quite explain this one feeling i have for her. The dictonary says it's love but...It's better than that! Its fire!

YOUR SO GAY ANDYOu don't evem like boys... You tall fellow you. Your the kindest and most well mannered pimp I've ever met. I can't number how many times we've been to taco bell and talked about anything and everything. It's like cheers but without the beer.

You sir are my other half...Well the gay half anyway. You are always fun to talk to. Or to play left4dead and watch me curse and scream at the fag who cracks his neck. Or to talk about anything with. I owe you so much, Your my rainbow umbrella.

I love to help you. You may not care a ton about me sometimes. I seem to be a side line freind who helps you with anything. That is ok for me i guess... But i love you anyway even though you prefer a pill popper or two over me. XD

You....Your like my sister who helps me with problems whenever i need support. You understand my sickness, Even though I may not show it but i do love you fangora.

What's the use in effort? It's 2:42 and my eyes hurt.

Everything is peachy right now.
My passion to write left....atm. XP

We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl.

I have never really noticed how much I am in love with Pink Floyd. Just listing to the lyrics is worth it.
" And did they get you to trade your heroes for ghosts?"
They word hero doesn't mean much anymore. Morals these days are like a cheap suit. Shiny and nice on the outside, while inside they are itchy and don't just ever fit the perfect way. I am no hypocrite, my morals are stained and worn. That suit jacket has had mud thrown on it and even been light on fire. But I try my best to sew it up and keep it going.

I am not putting effort into writing today.

"Thursday's Child"

All of my life I've tried so hard
Doing my best with what I had
Nothing much happened all the same

Something about me stood apart
A whisper of hope that seemed to fail
Maybe I'm born right out of my time
Breaking my life in two

[CHORUS]
Throw me tomorrow
Now that I've really got a chance
Throw me tomorrow
Everything's falling into place
Throw me tomorrow
Seeing my past to let it go
Throw me tomorrow
Only for you I don't regret
That I was Thursday's child

Monday Tuesday Wednesday born I was
Monday Tuesday Wednesday born I was
Thursday's child

Sometimes I cried my heart to sleep
Shuffling days and lonesome nights
Sometimes my courage fell to my feet

Lucky old sun is in my sky
Nothing prepared me for your smile
Lighting the darkness of my soul
Innocence in your arms "

Thursday's child has far to go.....

" Look into your heart, And do whatever the hell makes you happy" -Dr. Bob Kelso (Scrubs)

It's all part of the plan

It's guy love, That's all it is.

The Best Half Gay Couple ever. XD HA Love you nic cuz i know your the only one reading this ^___^ These pictures are us

The Knight

His armor was made from the mightiest steel.

His horse was the fastest in the land, Speeding through any battle field.

His cape flowing and long, Dangling from his back like a trophy pelt archived from battle.

His sword, forged by the best blacksmith in all the land. The sword could block and parry any oncoming attack from foe or ally alike. The sword has no rival.

His helmet, The prized possession of this valiant knight. The unpeircable, radiant, and stunning helm that hid his face.

You may ask why this Knight hid his face if he was so high statured? His face had been worn from a battle. A battle with a dragon who destroyed his original weak and unlined armor. He stumbled back as it's claws slashed it off and left him vulnerable to it's gaze. She controlled the knight and turned him on his ally. They knew it was no him but only the strings being pulled by the dragon. As he was controlled, His heart grew cold from it's previous warmth and caring nature. When it was enough for him, He swung his mighty sword around to cut the strings. He ran up the dragon's tail and leapt forward to decapitate the beast. He was free at last. But his heart became cold and he saw no good left in the world so he rode out on his horse.

Back to the Knight as he is now. His mask is very projection oriented. The words that are resealed can cut worse than any blade or dagger.

But as he rode through the valley, He was struck back off his horse. He hit the ground rolling and tumbling, ripping his armor to ribbons. He was defenseless as he looked down to see a long arrow sticking from his chest. His mask was intact as he screamed for the attackers response. He pulled the arrow out and saw that the tip was flaming like the coals of a brisk fire. He fell back because he had not realized how badly he was wounded. As his eyes opened, His mask was being lifted by a fair maiden. She leaned down and kissed him. He felt the same warmth as the arrow had delivered. He did not need the armors defense. Because she was not there to hurt him. But to ride by his side with his hand in hers. The knight left his helm and sword intact on that ground with the arrow. He knew that they were not needed because he found what he had been fighting for, for so long. A fair maiden to heal his wounds and soothe his scars. Her touch was rare but he knew that her heart was pure.

Every life has got it's twists and turns. Make sure you don't miss yours.