The time that Dan actually took a grasp on his life.

So I'm officially a Devil...I'm enrolled at Fairleigh Dickinson for the fall. It feels awesome knowing I'm going to college. It's been my top choice for a few years now... But it's become a reality. I'm just so excited!

I have a new girlfriend. She's a sweet girl. Very passionate which I really do enjoy. I'm just afraid of what'll happen when I leave.

I do believe I have lead someone on...I didn't mean to. They mean so much to me but my stupid brain always gets me into these spots. She's so much like the last one that had me locked in her gaze...But this time I'll be strong enough to break it before I fuck up. I'm sorry you blonde beauty. I'm so sorry... Even as I type this...we fight...

I thought I would have more to write...But I honestly don't. I'm content again. Even though that old depression still rears it's head. It's late. I need to sleep. I do that now...sleep.

Through Blackest Night...

Oh my, naked eyes
I should have kept you
I should have tried
I should of been more wiser kind of guy
I miss you

Give me wings
Give me space
Give me money for a change of face
There's noisy rooms and passion pants
I loved you

Where's the morning in my life?
Where's the sense in staying right?
Who said time is on my side?
I got ears and eyes and nothing in my life
But I survive your naked eyes
I'll survive

You alone across the floor
You and me and nothing more
You're the great mistake I never made
I'll never lied to you
I hate it when you lied
But I'll survive your naked eyes
I'll survive

People boys all snowy white
Razzle dazzle clubs every night
Wished I'd sent a valentine
I loved you

I'll survive
Your naked eyes
I'll survive
I'll survive
My naked eyes
I'll survive
I'll survive
Naked eyes
I'll survive
I'll survive
I'll survive

This song was written to all who have loved them and left them,went on about their lives, and after you've had your fun, it hits them. The one person that came to mind that they can't forget.The person they took for granted, who finally got fed up and left never knowing that they mattered, until they hear this.Then if it dawns on them, they figure it out.

The time Aquaman is actually opening his stubborn mind

I've done wrong.
I know I have.
But, I know it will never happen again.
Because I am taking the steps and precautions to make it never happen.
I guess, to be honest, that I'm scared. I know she deserves better. Maybe my brain does bad things so she will see that and go for a better guy. Like in my subconscious....Fucking Freud. Or I could just be really dumb. Which is a high possibility. I want her to go out and meet new people. You cant be with one person all your life. You need to expeirence more...When I write I realize things. Maybe I AM REALLY THE ONE AFRAID! Afraid of actually letting love in to stay, Maybe i have the need to ruin it subconsciously because I think I'm not good enough for it. I think that is it... I have to ruin everything good because I dont deserve it. I undermine anything good I do. Maybe Im mean so noone likes me so I can be alone and hated like I truly deserve. Not a day goes by where Im truly happy. I hate myself and everything I stand for. But if i changed I'd lose everything. Im always sad, I've learned to hide it from anyone and everyone. I don't know who I am. Am I a cheater? Am I a loser? Am I good hearted? I don't want to be evil or cruel, I don't. It hurts me. This mask is clung so tight to me that its taken over me.
I've always felt that something is missing from me... That I need something. That something is a thing I've fought so much and spoken so harshly about. I think it may be a higher power... So I sought out a mentor. Someone to help me understand better. Ms. Tedford was ecstatic when I asked her. I spoke to her today for an hour or so about her experiences and how there can be some proof to the word. She speaks it so truthfully that I can believe her. I seek no help from groups. But she is making a major influence. This is good for me...I think this may be the way out of this dark shell.

I've felt depressed and confused for the past four years of my life. I need a guide.

The Time Aquaman was lost in a sea of his own fish

GREAT NEPTUNE!
I feel at a loss here. I have been with this body of water for three years, And each year it has gone through a dynamic change. No one is who they say they are, or can live with one another. We are all at each others throats. I think it may be time for your king to sit back and watch it all unfold.
Oh I make my self out to be a clown fish, Swimming through this sea without being stung. Maybe it's because this king let's no one in to see his true self. Maybe he dosn't want to.
I'm living in a broken system, But it's the only one that works.
Well, I need to get back to the JLA meeting, Something about Superman's outfit making him look fat. And thye call me gay?
-Aquaman

The time Aquaman a piece of mind

Ahoy my loyal friends,
Your king has been away for some time now, But not to say he hasn't been defending the seas harder then ever.
The justice league has gone through some major changes, Very major. Many members have gone away to new cities. But everywhere need's a protector. Superman has Philadelphia, Green Arrow has the state of Massachutes, And Black Panther has Chicago. Batman is still here though so for the time being I'm okay. I fear to leave my Atlantis to try on a new city for size in a year or so...But I'll put that out of mind.
Don't jump on me everytime someone says something Mera, You only hurt me and make yourself look dumb. Be calm and ask me so you get a answer. Don't ever jump down my throat again because the jaws of a shark are a powerful thing.
I must depart my friends...There is some business to attend too...

The time Aquaman gave up being king

I've fought for so long. I've not won many a battle in my day's as king. There was always someone one uping me. I fight the good fight no longer. I've lost.
I thrown down my trident,
I remove my gloves.
I give up my crown,
I get rid of my throne.
It seem's that it is the blackest night.
The black hand reaches up for your king,
I am not you king any longer.
I shake this hand with a new outlook on it all.
I slip on this new ring,
The life slowly draining from my body.
Hope is dead,
Get used to it.
Let the night win.
Fighting it
is no
use.
Surrender to the night's cold breeze.
It's all over friends.
This is goodbye.
Yours truly,
Arthur Curry